being in love

time. i am running out of time. i need time.
time for me to settle uni stuff.
time for me to spend with kip.
time for me to spend with my friends.
time for me to spend with myself.
time for me to breath.
time for me to spend with my sister.
time. i am running out of time.

its really exhausting.
to juggle so many things at one go.
plus really overwhelming for me.

went to ntu to collect my hostel keys today.
wow. my room's a mess. hahaha. its like freaking dusty la. and the toilet stil got hair ont lo. eeyer.
the window's gross.
and i dont really have much time left before hall camp. and i haven packed my luggage~
BEST.

and boyfriend wants to spend time with me.
bestie's bday coming.
celebration on sunday.
but sunday im moving into hostel as well.
AND hall camp's on sunday!
how am i suppose to split into 3?
hahah. i suppose i will manage.

oh no i am ranting arent i?
sometimes i feel really alone.
even tho there's people arnd me.
even tho people are there for me.
i still feel the solitude.
detached from the hustle and bustle of the world arnd me.
sometimes, this feelin really scares me.
am i weird to feel this way? haha.

i am never good at meeting people.
much less making a good impression.
i often come across as someone really crazy or someone really quiet.
am i really THAT extreme?
grrr.

cheryl's a shy little girl who do not like to talk.
she wont talk unless you talk to her.
and she do not socialise well.
she has no idea how to start small talks.
she is screwed.
argh. i hate meeting new ppl.

PS to those actually reading this post, i think im PMS-ing.

lalala~ im gg random.
so im gna sign off and watch sex and the city hahaha.
btw. xfiles the movie suck. like big time.

Monday, July 21, 2008

11:22:00 PM

just came back from MSE/CSE FOC. its quite a fun camp really.
just that its also like a major match making session hahaha.

uni camp is very much different for JC camp i suppose. the people are more crazy. theres more guy and girl interactions.

and kip is all worried that i will run away. (:
i wont la. cuz im not the kinda girl that guys will naturally be attracted to.
im a brother brother kind bleah.
quite sad eh. not attractive to guys. oh well i am attached. what can i say.

hahahha. i think im gg crazy. i need to cont running in order to preserve the muscles that i gained during camp!!!!
i made new friends! (: (: (:

okay la. dunno what to say alrdy. cuz veh hungry. den tired also.
got hall camp coming up! i am gna live in HALL 1! (:

somebody's bday coming soon... (: (: (:

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Reading is my hobby 11:06:00 PM

what is a really great thing to do to spend your time.
ans: a good book and my favourite chocolate at the same time.

what makes me forget my tiredness and cause me to lose track of time
ans: a good book and a long bus ride home.

what is the thing i crave for most when im upset.
ans: a good book along with tons of chocolate. esp dark chocs.

my love for novels. fairytales. trillers. horror. comedy. non-fiction.

it took me years to establish that im not a nerd.
but now, im gna denounce the claim. and proclaim..

i am indeed a nerd. a fact i can never deny.
i love books. i love the smell of it. whether old or new.
i love keeping them in perfect conditions.
they are always there for me. and are the greatest companions when solitude is sought.
it is a part of me which is unchangeable.

a good story will always keep me entertained.
and will always be a part of my life.

maybe. i shld start buying more books.

LALALA

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